sick of math!

Ugh! I've been doing math home test for i don't how many hours. Or should i say TRYING to do. I haven't got done much. I seriously don't know what's wrong with my brain. I like math. I'm good at math. Or i was. Sad. But my friend Sigrid told that we are just used to make so hard exercises all the time that now that we must make an easy one, out brain doesn't function. It'd be true!
But the deadline is on Monday. I don't know how can i get done with this all. But i try to stay optimistic like always!

I want it to be Sunday evening already! So wanna be with J!

Okay, im better off to bed now. I'm TIRED!

Night!=)

Loud

I'm listening to Rihanna's new album Loud. I really like it. I have never been a real fan of Rihanna, but i like her music.

My fav tracks on her new album are:
Only Girl(In The World)
California King Bed
Love The Way You Lie(Part II)
Complicated

Actually i must admit i like most of her songs..lyrics are really good!The best album i've listened after Miley's Can't Be Tamed.
Well done, Rihanna!;)

proud to be a teacher!

I haven't even written about my internship as a teacher in Viimsi High School. First week i just went to different classes, sat, listened and took notes. It was good. But the best part was the second week when i actually had chance to be a teacher. I gave 7 classes all together. O'boy, it felt so good! I felt so comfortable, so good. I am now even more sure that this is the right job for me! I felt like i was at home!
Now the internship is over and i'll go back to university on Monday. If it was up to be i'd start teaching right away! LOL

This weekend i've got so much to do. I even made a list of things i need to get done with. I'm proud to say i've crossed out quite few of them already!:) But i've still got lots to do. To be honest i'm lack of inspiration.. But i'll give my best to find one soon. Lol.

I just finished watching Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill. I was about to watch Hellcats too, but i decided to leave it for tomorrow. It's like a dessert! haha=)

I really hope i can read a book tomorrow. I've been so busy lately with other things so i haven't got a change to relax and read a good book. There are 4 books on my nightstand right now..just waiting for me to take one and read it.. Actually i think i'll stop writing and go tuck in my bed and read :)

Night!

!

just the way you are..

Last week was so great! I spent the whole week with J! He told me today that sometimes you can't write about everything you are thinking. And it's true. There's so much i'd like to write, but i can't find the right words.. I guess there just aren't words that i need. But if i say i had an amazing time, believe i really did! Wouldn't change anything!
On 13th November was me and J's 3 months anniversary! Time flies! I was actually sick at that day. But my prince took care of me! Oh, and he gave me a big rose! He's the sweetest! He really treats me so well! Makes me feel so special! I'm so lucky to have him!!!!!!!!! (:
Oh, but now his in Finland..he's such a hard worker. lol. I'm glad i got to talk to him on fb IM on Wednesday. Missed him soooo bad! Life's weird, isn't it? A little more than 3 months ago i even didn't think i could miss someone that much (except my angels)..But now i do. But it's not that bad to miss. Like a quote says: "Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss."
It's so true! I'm really lucky, aren't i?
And what i like the most is how good i feel with him. I can be myself around him. He gets me, that's for sure.

Another day he told me the most sweetest thing anyone has ever told me(:
He wanted me to listen to a song Just The Way You Are (by Bruno Mars) and he told that seems like it's written about me. If i listened to that song, i was speechless... so beautiful lyrics..and they were especially special for me beacuse of what J told me!=) I adore him!



Gosh! Whenever i listen to this song it reminds me of J!

I've put down here my fav website of the prettiest quotes!

Clipped from: www.lovingyou.com (share this clip)

"When he is the cause of your inspiration, when the world appears under a wonderful new light, when suddenly the meaning of your life is obvious..then you are in love."

must stop!

Why do i eat so much that later i feel so sick!? I know. Because there are SO many delicious food on the table and i want to try everything(in case later it'll be gone). Crazy! I seriously love birthday parties, but the dinners are too much!
I feel like i don't want (nor need) to eat for the next couple of months! But im pretty sure i've forgot it by tomorrow :/
But i PROMISE here that i will skip MOST DEFINITELYbreakfast tomorrow! I might only have a cup of tea. But lunch will be huge again...coz we have so much leftovers. How could i say no to my all time favorite food: oven baked salmon(:
Can't believe its Sunday tomorrow. Back to university on Monday. Gosh, time flies.

Today has been such a fun day! Made a very delicious cake, celebrated dad's birthday and so on. I wish Johannes was here. Then it would have been a perfect day. But i guess we can't have all the good things at the same time..at least not always.

I just got a text from Marina. She passed her driving exam. Yay! Congratulations to her! We are going to celebrate it on Tuesday!(:

Okiedokie I better change my clothes, go to bed and read a book. Im reading Minu Nepaal (My Nepal) which is so interesting book! Gosh, i never get enough of travelling literature!

PS! It's 9pm right now, but we gotta turn the clock back tonight..so it's 8pm. :/ Still so early..but im quite tired already. I sound so old! haha.

never loose it..

Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark.

let it snow, let it snow, let it snow!

Another snowy day! Gosh, it makes me so happy. I went out with my friends on Thursday night and i came home early morning. It was very cold. Then i decided to sleep for few hours.And when i woke up and looked out of the window it was snowing and ground and roofs were white. That made me seriously so happy. i don't know what's with me and the snow, but i just love it. Right now im in my room with three enlightened candles(two of them have a sugar&spice scent..smells like christmas)! How peaceful! I downloaded Enrique Iglesias' cd "Insomniac" because i heard it the other day when i was dining out. Gosh! These songs on her cd bring back so many memories! Winter 2007! I'll never forget his concert! It was amazing. I promise, if he comes back to Estonia, im going to his concert again!
Well, well. Since it's snowing and im in a chirstmas mood already i've been doing a lot of thinking.. trying to fugure out what christmas gifts to give to my friends. Every year im so late with buying gifts, so i decided to start buying gifts earlier this time to make sure i've money & ideas. :D haha.
I've made lists of gifts that i wanna give to some of my friends, but it's quite hard to come up with what to give to my boyfriend?! Please, i need help!!!Any ideas??

Anyway, yesterday started university break! Yay! No uni for one week. Me likey! Since i was so tired yesterday and day flied by so fast i didn't managed to write math essay. But today i was so good and just sat down and wrote the essay. And it was pretty fun to write it. I hope i did it well. So, now it's done! Some other day i have to study for Estonian test coz i have it on the first day back in university. Next weekend will be pretty busy coz it's dad birthday, so i probably wont have time to study then!
Ugh, enough of school stuff.

I hadn't eaten gummy bears for SO long so yesterday i bought a bag of them. I don't know why but red ones have ALWAYS been my favorite! I remember when i was about 12 years also i liked to dream a lot at nights. And i so remember dreaming of flying to another country by plane and if the stuard came and asked if i'd like to eat something, i'd tell: yes, red gummy bears, please! haha :) But hey, that's me and my dreams! I just wish they sold a pack of red gummy bears here!ONLY red ones! I know in usa they do!



Wild cherry flavor!

Okay, enough of small talk.

Oh, now some jokes. Three fun facts of Thursday!
1. I had a Spanish test. And i had no idea i had to study all the nationalities and countries in Spanish..so of course i didnt. But teacher asked them. And you can imagine how fun it was to invent my own Spanish vocablurary. At least teacher can laugh a lot while reading my test!
And after the test i talked to Marina(who also took the test)..And i asked how she made a sentence with a word "papelera"..She said she wrote: Esta sobre la mesa. (which means its on the table). I started laughing! Papelera means a "trash can". But she thought it means a paper. Lol. So, she wrote that a trash can is on the table=D

2. Math class was the craziest ever. The new topic we were learning was so boring and easy(7th grade!). And i did Spanish hw at the same time. Marina was just looking around and well we chatted the whole lesson. And i dont know when or how or why, but we both started laughing. And we just couldnt stop. When ever i looked at Marina or teacher or anyone, i started laughing even harder. And my whole body was jumping up and down and my face was red! Marina was cracking up too. And there we were together: laughing with no reason, teacher looking at us. And we just COULDNT stop. And then i told Marina that teacher has a funny hair today and omg we laughed even harder. I was sure teacher was going to ask what made us so much fun, but thank god he didnt. I think i wouldnt even been able to respond..
But im sure he thought we had used some kind of pills or something. We seriously were laughing sooooo much! It was the highlight of the day!=D

3. We went out at night and Jaana decided to take a tequila shots. O'boy, that was FUN! You should have seen her face! And how quick they worked on her. lol.
But i made a promise that on my 21th birthday i'll buy a tequila and we'll all drink it around the table, salt and lemon in one hand and tequila in the other hand! (: That will be fun! Lol

Ohh, haha, thinking about Thursday makes me laugh! :D
I got to laugh yesterday too! I talked to my bf on facebook and geez he was so funny! My BIG boy!Lol =D
Okay, okay. I better stop before i go insane again!

PS! Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow!!!

surprises!

I woke up today morning and what i saw?! SNOW! Yup, it had been snowing last night! Love it! Of course it wasn't very much, but still the ground and roofs were covered with white soft snow. And of course it felt like Christmas are way closer than they really are. Damn, im graving for ginger cookies and mandarins. I miss Christmas joy!
But i gotta stick to the reality. I know sooner or later Christmas are here..and then they're gone again.
Right now i am trying to concentrate on my university studies. Math and Estonian tests went well, so im glad about that. Up coming week i'll have my first Spanish test(which will be really hard) and i'll have my this semester's first exams. Wish me luck!
But enough from school.

I just love 3-days weekends. I always manage to do so much! Yesterday besides studying i wathed Gossip Girl, make my scarf ready, went to the post office(twice!), did some pilates and just spent time on the net(too much time!). Today i studied for Spanish test, made myself super delcious omlette for lunch, visited my older sister with my younger one(had a nice sisters' time!), came back home and had fun watching tv with mom&dad. Also made a perfect muesli with mom! And what else?! Oh yea, we made a special room for pilates!(: And i looked for a recipe for tomorrow's lunch. I'll make a super delicious soup for my family. I'm right now so graving for a soup. So i decided to be the chef tomorrow! As i suppose breakfast chef will be dad... he'll make us pancakes:D Yumyum! Anywho, tomorrow will be a local fair, so i guess we'll go and check it out. And around 1ish pm i'll go to Tallinn. I'll meet Johannes there and spend the whole day with him. Going to stay over at granny's and then on Monday straight to university from granny's. Nice plans. Hope it all goes like that!
But i dont want to think too much ahead.. who knows how things could turn out.. Let's better wait and see.

I don't know why but lately i've been obsessed with rings. Especially coctail rings! Im lovin' these!
Well, well, well. As autum is here, i again have a list of needs. Lol. I save these from Christmas.
But here are few things i have right now in my mind that i'd like to get:

I love nail polishes by Rimmel London. & i'd love to get the Coral Romance nail polish!So pretty!

Gosh! I love that perfume! I know it's old, but i still love it<3


Since winter is coming i really want black uggs!!!!!!


I'm going to bed with my laptop now to watch Hellcats!(:

Night!

missing you.

Ugh, it's weird, but if J is away then im feeling so lazy and weird. Empty?! Anyway, i can't wait till he comes back!!! So wanna see him!
Miss you, J!