so summer-ish! (:

For some reason i haven't written here very much lately. That's probs coz i love writing to my notebook way more:P But that's not that important, is it?!
What's important is that it's kinda like HOLIDAY! YUP! summer holiday! And it's rly hot! I just love it!
Yesterday was a crazy day. I can't write abt everything, but it was crazy! After the craziness i went shopping ;) Bought all i needed.
Today was fun too. First, to Tallinn with my sis; few hours in uni with my gals(who i btw adore!my megasixpack!!!<3). And then i went to meet mom&dad&sis. Oh yeah, my shoes were giving me an headache:S They caused so much pain. But, i survived so i won't whine! Anywho, i walked on CityHall(Linnahall) roof. I wished i had time to just lay down and sunbath there. Lol. Well, but i didnt. So, instead me went shopping. We are gonna have a BBQ tomorrow:) Yay! At home i of course logged on fb and aww Elisa made my day! This girl just knows how to make me happy! No wonder she's my BEST friend!:) Sometimes i forgot how far she lives! But i know distance doesnt count in a friendship!She is and will forever be my best friend<3 I feel so blessed i met her.

Talking about friends. I talked to my sis the other day. We were just talking about old times..and she asked something about Clara. And when i told that this summer it'll be 4 years since she passed away, then she said that 3 years. I was like what? How? But then i started calculating and she was right. I felt SO bad! I think abt C every day! She was the bestest girl i have EVER met! And i will NEVER forget her! But i miss her soo bad. I feel like time is flying by so fast and that its such a long time since we last talked..for some reason i thought it was 4 years..but comes out that 3. Gosh, i miss my baby! I wish she was still here. I have had million moments when i needed to talk to her. But every time i need her i remember wt she last told me: "Sandra, remember i'll never ever leave you. I'll always be with you. Im looking after you. Im your butterfly!". And i know she meant it. I feel her with me every single day. She's in my heart, in my thoughts and in my sole. I wouldn't be that girl who i am without her. She has helped me sooo much! She was and will forever be my rock! I love you, C!





<3

In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away.

So what takes my breath away??.. Today morning it was Miley's new music video Can't Be Tamed ! ! !
I would post the vid here, but it's not on youtube yet. So, instead of the vid, i'll put here a pic of the vid.

"For those who don't know me, I can get a bit crazy."

Can't Be Tamed

Can't Be Tamed by Miley Cyrus <3 I love that song!

To C & R!

You look down to me
because you're an angel I believe
I feel you in my heart and sole
you help to heal the hole
and erase the scar
'cause you're not so far.

All these years
I've shared tears
'cause I'll always remember
no matter what's the date in calendar.
Even though time flies so fast,
You and I will always last.
Memories won't fade away
'cause i look back to yesterday
and i still see your smile
although it's been for a while.

At night in my dream
you appear as a gleam,
a gleam of hope and light
tellin' me it's alright.
I miss you so much
what we shared was nonesuch.

I want you to always know
wherever I'll go
You are part of me
and will forever be...


With Love,

S

silence.

Im having a really busy weekend. Actually it's not SO busy as i first thought. I have to write two essays and study for two exams. By now(it's Saturday, 4pm) im done with two essays. But i don't have a mood to study for math exam yet. I really don't know how im gonna study for that.I'll probs just revise and look old exercises. It can't be very tough i hope.
It's still spring(surprise-surprise). My sis is back at home. She arrived yersterday! So great!
I've been busy with university and just hunging out with my friends. All days have been a blast!
Im so excited for 7th May coz im gonna see The Last Song then. FINALLLLLY! Im so tired of waiting..and so anxious to see it! I know it's gonna be my very fav movie!
Btw, yesterday i watched ABC Family new movie with Hilary Duff, it's called Beauty and The Briefcase. It was very cute and funny!:) Romantic comedy :D
Yesterday i got to talk to my besty Elisa which made me so happy! I hope i'll see her on msn today too.

I found some really epic pix on the net yesterday. Lets say these are describing my current mood.

Welcome, April!

APRIL! It's weird how every word has like a perfect color for it. When i say "april" i see it painted green. This month has sooo many reasons to be my fav. Firstly, my birthday is on 5th April. I love celebrations. Secondly, i love spring. I love when snow melts and i can see green grass, sun is shining and i can take my converse out and wear them again. I dont need a hat or winter gloves. I just LOVE it! If you ask which month im smiling the most, it's probably April! Although i smile all the time, i think in April it's a record ;)
Well, so much has happened since my first birthday party. Yes, i say first because i had more than one. I had great time cathing up with my high school friends. We had such a nice time! :) Next day, on Saturday, i went to Sweden with my fam. O'boy, it was such a fun trip! We all laughed so much! We are one funny family :D
On 2nd April was my sister's birthday party. (we share our birthdays). But as i said her birthday party with her friends was on 2nd. So, of course i couldnt be at home. I went to sauna house. Yup, you heard correct, i spent 7 hours in sauna hause. Lol. But i didnt mind. I had my laptop with me. What else would i have needed? HAHA!
On 3rd we went to my grandmom's birthday and after that our relatives came to our place to continue the celebration.Lol.
And the BEST day was 4th April. RETRO party! I made preperations whole morning and the i went to say bye to Elise and then my uni friends came to Kohila by train. They looked soo RETRO! We all did! Fun fun fun!=) It was a great party. I L.O.V.E the gift i got from them. I stil lcan't believe them. Their crazy ideas!!! I got a cd which they commanded me to watch right away. So i did. It started with Miley Cyrus's song The Climb, there was a text wishing me happy 20th birthday and so on..and then text said that they have a surprise for me. And there it was: a video they filmed for me. There was on guy in a car.. I watched it but didn't quite understand who he was. Then my friend gave me a birthday card saying this would help me to understand it. But before i had time to take a look of it, i heard the guy's voice. OMG! It was my fav Estonian Idol guy Jaanus! He was writing me a birthday card! And they have it all taped up. Amazing. I couldn't believe it. Comes out that they wrote him and asked if he could write me a bday card. And he was okay with it. So they arranged a meet up and so it all happened. My friend got his number too. So later i sent him a thank you text. He replied. What a sweetheart!
This really was super sweet present. They knew how much i liked him. When everybody else had other favs, i always voted for Jaanus!!! PS! He even scrabbled a lil pic on the card! Okay, even though his handwriting looks like kindergarten boy's (HE said that!) i still love this card! :D

Let's move on. Me and my friends had crazy fun at my birthday party. We made silly videos(Bad Romance and Tõehetk). :D We went to bed 4am and my morning's birthday song woke me up 6:30am. :D Honey cake that mom&dad had bought was yummmiee! :D
But later i kept sleeping. We went back to Tallinn, went to the library, then to Lido. After that uni. We had math class. I gave everybody candies(even to the math teacher.Lol).
The weather was AMAZING on my birthday! Just like specially ordered for me! and for my sis. I walked through city and old town with my friends. I had a great mood. Jaanus was on my mind of course.Lol. We had lots of fun! Im seriosuly so thankful for them. I never imagined finding so awesome friends from uni!:)
In Kohila my granny was in the railway station waiting me. We walked together to my place to celebrate me and my sister's birthday. It was nice.
So, that's all about my birthday celebration.

This whole week has been so much fun. I love going to university coz i have so great friends there. We're never bored, we always have so much fun! We have so many inside jokes and stuff. Fun fun!

Today's Friday. I had only one lecture. First half of it i played number game in the lecure and coz i thought im not listening anyway so i should skip the other half and go home by earlier train. And it's exactly what i did.
At home i finished reading a book. This week i have read two books. Such a great ones!

I think im going to watch a tv or read a book. I'm actually quite tired. Tomorrow i wanna make a "big spring cleaning" in my room ;) Mostly in my closet! I dont wear half of the clothes i have there. In the beginning of May there will be a student fair where we are gonna sell clothes and all the money goes for the dogs and cats shelterhome!!!

Ok, im off now. I hope it's gonna be a very beautiful weather this weekend! :)

PS! My sis is coming home from Ireland in a week :D

Just-in time!

Okay, this crazy crazy week is getting nice turns. First of all, the exams are over! How awesome! I don't know the results yet though. Social psychology was quite hard:( But hey, let's hope for the best!
Yesterday after the exam Elise and i went to food shop and came to my place. We had lunch and we just talked and joked around. We watched Chasing liberty and then we decided to make a video. It was sooo fun!:D Later yesterday night we made on more video..but it didnt came out so cool coz we rushed and we were kinda tired:P
Last night we had like crazy fun fun. Seriously everything made us laugh.
Today has been pretty busy. We did preparations for my bday party :) It's 14:14 right now(ps make a wish!). The guests will come 16:00. So, we have a bit time..
I hope it's gonna be fun party :D :D

Im off to color my toe nails.LOL.



peace out ;)

It's official!

SPRING has started! My fav season. Yay! Today started one of the crazies week i have had in let's say last 10 months. I'm having an exam week. Today's exam went actually pretty well i think. Im not very confident, dont wanna eat my words. But i think i wont fail!;)

So, today i woke up at 7:30am and wt i saw? SUN! It was sooo sunny and i instantly had a great mood! Seriously, it's impossible to be unhappy if sun is shining!!!!:D So, despite the fact that i had exam and i was a bit tired in the morning, i was super happy(never been that happy on exam day before.Lol). So, i arrived Tallinn in 10am which means i had 2 hours till the exam was about to start. I went to Solaris Center to get the costumer card i ordered. Then i went to Viru Shipping Center. I found super cool sunglasses. I didn't bought, but now im thinking i should have had. Next time ;)

Anyway, as i said exam was good.

I arrived back home 3:30pm, which means i even got to watch my fav telenovela En Nombre Del Amor. After that i practiced for tomorrow's English exam. I did listening tasks. I suck in listening :S

So, listning done, i watched Home and Away. And came back to the net to do some more English exercises. This time grammar and writing tasks. These went way better.
Now its almost 9pm. I think i should study for social-psychology coz i have its' exam on Thursday. I should also study for Development class's exam. Ugh, a lot to study. I cant wait till its all over. Wish me luck!

PS! I sooo hope it'll be sunny tomorrow :D

I heart spring!!!

I seriously LOOOVVEEE spring! Amazing season! Although we still have snow walls here it's sunny! And that's the reason why i woke up 1,5 hours earlier today then i should have. SUN! I love it<3>to my place at 26th march:D yay! We will celebrate Valentines Day and have fun. She'll sleep over and then next day on Saturday im having my birthday party with my friends. Elise helps me to get ready with everything. Yay:) And on Sunday im going to Sweden with my family. Ohh, that sounds like a perfect week. If not only exams don't ruin anything!!! On 3rd April we'll have a party with our relatives and on 4th im having a party with my uni besties! They'll lseep over and so we'll go to uni next day together! Gosh, im so excited for all of this. I haven't had much time to relax and have fun lately. Can't believe it's all 11 days away! :)

Happy spring!

my gosh..

Hello lost and found! Yup, that's me! I've been so busy! Crazy crazy time. But i sorta love being in the storm of university duties..but i would love it way better if i didn't have SO many things to do. But i know that when it's all over it'll feel soooo great! Such a relief and i'll be proud too. haha:)
Um, i seriously donno what to write coz i have just SO much to write.. donno where to start..
I got a university cap;) i'll put some pix up later when i have got them from my friend. I usually dont like to wear a hat, but when i wear that cap i feel so proud.Lol!
My valentines day was AWESOME, fyi! Me and my university besties skipped a lecture and went to see Valentines Day. Amazing movie<3 and then we had a lunch in Lido. fun fun! and then we went to math class(not so fun at all!).
Of course my chocoholic side came back..but just for two days. I have it under control again:P

I bought Nicholas Sparks book "The Guardian". I read it every night on my bed! I just love that book! I look up to Nicholas Sparks. He's one of the best writers. Seriously, all her books are so fun to read! And all her books have a incredible story that has a deep message!

and OMG the best news everrrrrr!!! "When I Look At You" video came out:D:D It's sooo beautiful! I love this song just sooo much & the video is amazing. It makes me so happy to see it. I know it's just a video but it really makes me smile :)
And I so love Avril Lavigne new song "Alice Underground"! Really enthralling song!:)

Btw, if everything goes as planned i'll go to Sweden with my fam. To a cruise. Just to relax and have some fun time together!=]

And i so cant wait to see Elise! 29th march will come soo fun. haha:D
But, okay. im off to bed now..to read "The Guardian". PS!i have gone to bed rly early every night. University makes me tired i guess. i need energy. and so i need to sleep :)
Night night =]


When i look at you by Miley Cyrus



Alice Underground by Avril Lavigne