I hate when you sound like you don't care. Like you don't care of me. Like it's so "whatever" to you. Why the hell am i even calling to you, if you act like you even don't want to talk to me. Or like you don't care if we are talking or not. So maybe i should stop. I wonder if you would call me yourself. Maybe. Maybe not. But i care. And that's why i can't stop calling you. I can't pretend like i don't care. It's not who i am.
I wish you didn't pretend either.
I paint this smile on my face and pretend that i am okay. 'Cause that's what you want, don't you?