Friday, November 26, 2010

sick of math!

Ugh! I've been doing math home test for i don't how many hours. Or should i say TRYING to do. I haven't got done much. I seriously don't know what's wrong with my brain. I like math. I'm good at math. Or i was. Sad. But my friend Sigrid told that we are just used to make so hard exercises all the time that now that we must make an easy one, out brain doesn't function. It'd be true!
But the deadline is on Monday. I don't know how can i get done with this all. But i try to stay optimistic like always!

I want it to be Sunday evening already! So wanna be with J!

Okay, im better off to bed now. I'm TIRED!


Friday, November 19, 2010


I'm listening to Rihanna's new album Loud. I really like it. I have never been a real fan of Rihanna, but i like her music.

My fav tracks on her new album are:

Only Girl(In The World)
California King Bed
Love The Way You Lie(Part II)

Actually i must admit i like most of her songs..lyrics are really good!The best album i've listened after Miley's Can't Be Tamed.
Well done, Rihanna!;)

proud to be a teacher!

I haven't even written about my internship as a teacher in Viimsi High School. First week i just went to different classes, sat, listened and took notes. It was good. But the best part was the second week when i actually had chance to be a teacher. I gave 7 classes all together. O'boy, it felt so good! I felt so comfortable, so good. I am now even more sure that this is the right job for me! I felt like i was at home!
Now the internship is over and i'll go back to university on Monday. If it was up to be i'd start teaching right away! LOL

This weekend i've got so much to do. I even made a list of things i need to get done with. I'm proud to say i've crossed out quite few of them already!:) But i've still got lots to do. To be honest i'm lack of inspiration.. But i'll give my best to find one soon. Lol.

I just finished watching Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill. I was about to watch Hellcats too, but i decided to leave it for tomorrow. It's like a dessert! haha=)

I really hope i can read a book tomorrow. I've been so busy lately with other things so i haven't got a change to relax and read a good book. There are 4 books on my nightstand right now..just waiting for me to take one and read it.. Actually i think i'll stop writing and go tuck in my bed and read :)



Wednesday, November 17, 2010

just the way you are..

Last week was so great! I spent the whole week with J! He told me today that sometimes you can't write about everything you are thinking. And it's true. There's so much i'd like to write, but i can't find the right words.. I guess there just aren't words that i need. But if i say i had an amazing time, believe i really did! Wouldn't change anything!
On 13th November was me and J's 3 months anniversary! Time flies! I was actually sick at that day. But my prince took care of me! Oh, and he gave me a big rose! He's the sweetest! He really treats me so well! Makes me feel so special! I'm so lucky to have him!!!!!!!!! (:
Oh, but now his in Finland..he's such a hard worker. lol. I'm glad i got to talk to him on fb IM on Wednesday. Missed him soooo bad! Life's weird, isn't it? A little more than 3 months ago i even didn't think i could miss someone that much (except my angels)..But now i do. But it's not that bad to miss. Like a quote says: "Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss."
It's so true! I'm really lucky, aren't i?
And what i like the most is how good i feel with him. I can be myself around him. He gets me, that's for sure.

Another day he told me the most sweetest thing anyone has ever told me(:
He wanted me to listen to a song Just The Way You Are (by Bruno Mars) and he told that seems like it's written about me. If i listened to that song, i was speechless... so beautiful lyrics..and they were especially special for me beacuse of what J told me!=) I adore him!

Gosh! Whenever i listen to this song it reminds me of J!

I've put down here my fav website of the prettiest quotes!

"When he is the cause of your inspiration, when the world appears under a wonderful new light, when suddenly the meaning of your life is obvious..then you are in love."