ready for autumn

The other day I was walking to Jay's place  from my dad's place in Finland. It was around 11pm and it was quite dark. When I stepped outside and breathed in the cold air I smelled the autmn season. It's still summer though, but it really smelled like autumn. I don't know why, but I am waiting for autumn. I think I always wait for the new season. It's one thing I love about living here!

There are always a lot of things to be excited about when autumn is coming closer. First of all, university is going to start again! My 4th year! Time really flies by so fast! I hope this year will be fun and exciting and just self-satisfying!

Secondly, I love burning candles. I have fallen in love with yankee scented candles. Now I only gotta find some in Estonia and buy them!

Thirdly, I love warm home-made food, tea, cakes..and all that especially when it's dark and cold outside. I definitely want to make hot chocolate and peppermint drinks all through the cold season! I also love sweaters and other confy clothes that make you feel so warm!

Next, I am going to DanceAct again. If my internship started I stopped going to video-clip dance classes, but now that it's a new schoolyear and I seem to have time, I want to dance again!

Ohh, and APPLES! Sweet, mouthwatering apples from home garden! Yeahh, so delicious! Sadly, this year is't a good apple season, but I have found them from foodmarket and I don't mind paying for them.. I bet next year I can get punch from my parents garden!

When water gets colder and days grow darker, I really enjoy staying in, on my bed, reading a good book! Reading relaxes and gives you an opportunity to travel somewhere far and live another life. Right now I am reading "Plain Truth" by Jody Picoult, and I must say it's a very interesting book. It's about 18 y.o Amish girl who gives a birth and then gets rid of the child. But she denies it all even though police has all the evidence. Doesn't she really remember what happened??? Soooo interesting book! I highly recommend it!

 

I really hope that when university starts I still have that energy that I have right now. I am excited about new semester and new season. But how long is it gonna last? I know one thing for sure: it's going to be tough to be away from Jay for so long again. We have spent most of the summer together, but now when my university classes start again, I must be in Estonia all the time. But I suppose I will get used to it. And I am so glad that university is going to take most of my free time...also my friends. I can't wait to see them again!!!!!

 

 

 

 

 

I saw a very nice video the other day where one woman was talking about her morning mantra. And she also showed a yoga exercise that gives here energy every morning. So, every since I saw it I have done the same. I really like the mantra, so I'll share it with you:

 

Where would you have me go?

What would you have me do?

What would you have me say?

And to whom?

 

She said it's the best to read that mantra in your mind in the morning when you are still on the bed...just before you are going to wake up. It has actually a very deep meaning...

Yeah, I like it.

after camp

I just realized  I haven't written here after I came back from the camp. First of all, it was so fun there. I had my personal favorite guy at the camp this year. Little Johannes :) Such a cute little boy! Anyway, I had pretty long days there - early wake up and got to bed pretty late. But omg, the food was delicious there. When I first thought I am going to loose some weight there, I soon realized I won't be looking it but gathering it! But it's okay. The food was just delicious! Thank you, chefs!

Yesterday I ran some errands. I went for foodshopping, cleaned the house, changed my mobile phones company, went jogging, made a dinner and finished reading "The Wedding Girl" (written by Sophie Kinsella). 

Today I slept till 10am, had breakfast, talked to Jay on skype, went to the photoshop to get some photos, put some mushrooms to the frezer, had lunch, went for a jog, watched Pretty Little Liars, did some other stuff, had dinner and talked to Elisa on skype. I just needed that day....doing nothing important. I needed to rest and relax and I so enjoyed it. I'll read a book later and then I'll go to bed :)

I called for Jay and that's what I heard:

yesterday and today

 

 

 

 

ready for a camp

Last 7 days have been so busy and fun. I went to watch Step Up 4 and Ted. I had a lot of dinners out. Went to a SPA, shopping, walks, grannies and so on. Sharon and Shawny left back to Holland today. And Jay and I cleaned home, made dinner and just enjoyed rest of the night. Time for the two of us only :) I am going to ballroom dancing camp for a week tomorrow. And Jay is going to work also tomorrow. :( I am going to miss him so much!!!!

I just hope that the camp will be fun and I'll be back at home soon with Jay :)

I am going to post some photos here afterthe camp. 

Xo.

I'm the winner

I really feel that luck is on my side this week. First of all, I won a pair of shoes on facebook. And now I won a free sandwich! :D Yay! I got the shoes today and I love them! I am going to pick up my sandwich tomorrow and I hope I'll love that aswell :)

Sharon and Shawny came to Estonia on Thursday. We have been out a lot...lunches, dinners, sighseeings, shpping (a lot of it!). Lots of ice-cream and much much more. We also spent a day at my parent's place out of the city. It was nice. Our garden is full of different berries and its so green and beautiful. I made a dinner  and baked a cake there and we ate outside in the garden. Felt like in heaven! :)

love and happiness

I miss Jay a lot. We have been spending most of the summer together and now we must be apart. It feels so weird, so wrong. 

He's coming home on Monday morning, so I am counting the days! My friends are coming over from Holland tomorrow and I hope they keep me busy so I won't be sad because of missing Jay.

At least I have someone to miss! I must be happy about it! :)