Have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep all night.
Have you ever tried to find the words, but they don't come out right.
Have you ever...
Monday, February 28, 2011
Have you ever..
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry.
Have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep all night.
Have you ever tried to find the words, but they don't come out right.
Have you ever...
Have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep all night.
Have you ever tried to find the words, but they don't come out right.
Have you ever...
Sunday, February 27, 2011
If i feel down and i am moody and i don't feel like doing anything. If i feel so lost and i don't want to see anybody and i feel like tears could come to my eyes without a real reason. Then J is the only one who can make me feel good, happy and normal again. He makes me feel special and loved.
If only missing him wouldn't hurt so much :'(
If only missing him wouldn't hurt so much :'(
shining so bright...
4-days-weekend is almost over:( I wouldn't be so sad if J was here. But he's not. He had to go to Finland. It's gonna be tough week for me. I feel so empty when he's not around. But hey, i am a strong girl! I'll be fine. Besides i have soooo much to school work to do so probably time will fly and i'll see him sooner than i thought:)
J and I cooked together yesterday. Well, i think next time i'll let him to that job. Or i'll try just to listen to him more and do everything as he wants. Because in the end he didn't like the food (coz i didn't do as he asked. Lol). I am smarter next time. Anyway, i liked the dinner very much :)
That's how it looked like!
Today morning J went to the train. When i was walking back from the trailway station i was thinking a lot. I was thinking of how much i love J and how much i care of him! It's just crazy, he's totally deep in my heart! <3 I was also thinking of my birthday. It is almost March already, my bday is on 5th Arpil. Not so far anymore. I have no idea how to celebrate it. I so very hope that J is around at that time. Oh, today is such a sunnny day outside. When i was walking it really felt like now the snow is going to melt and i can see green grass soon (and wear converse);) I can't wait! I think i am going to Tallinn with mom and dad soon, although i don't have mood for that really. And my stomach hurts :S
The most romantic candies! J bought them to me yesterday:)
My penpal Margaret sent four of these to me :) Snickers Almonds is so yummie!
Oh, sun is shining so bright that i feel so hot. And my tummy still hurts a lot :S I better go and lay down a little bit.
S.
J and I cooked together yesterday. Well, i think next time i'll let him to that job. Or i'll try just to listen to him more and do everything as he wants. Because in the end he didn't like the food (coz i didn't do as he asked. Lol). I am smarter next time. Anyway, i liked the dinner very much :)
That's how it looked like!
Today morning J went to the train. When i was walking back from the trailway station i was thinking a lot. I was thinking of how much i love J and how much i care of him! It's just crazy, he's totally deep in my heart! <3 I was also thinking of my birthday. It is almost March already, my bday is on 5th Arpil. Not so far anymore. I have no idea how to celebrate it. I so very hope that J is around at that time. Oh, today is such a sunnny day outside. When i was walking it really felt like now the snow is going to melt and i can see green grass soon (and wear converse);) I can't wait! I think i am going to Tallinn with mom and dad soon, although i don't have mood for that really. And my stomach hurts :S
The most romantic candies! J bought them to me yesterday:)
My penpal Margaret sent four of these to me :) Snickers Almonds is so yummie!
Oh, sun is shining so bright that i feel so hot. And my tummy still hurts a lot :S I better go and lay down a little bit.
S.
Friday, February 25, 2011
Johannesele.
"There comes a time in every life we find the heart we're looking for."
"Every moment without you, is a moment of time lost."
"In time all things grow old and weak, but my love for you only grows strong and better with every second of every day."
"And if your feeling scared remember the times we've had. You know it meant everything to me."
"The more I know you, the more I love you."
Ma armastan sind, J!
"Every moment without you, is a moment of time lost."
"In time all things grow old and weak, but my love for you only grows strong and better with every second of every day."
"And if your feeling scared remember the times we've had. You know it meant everything to me."
"The more I know you, the more I love you."
Ma armastan sind, J!
'cause i love you.
Don't ruin what you have by looking back to the past or forward to the future. Hold your love in your hands in the present!
sorry for yesterday.
sorry for yesterday.
Monday, February 21, 2011
nutss!
What could possibly be better than roasted nuts!? Well, maybe chocolate, or fruits. But right now i am craving for nuts (that's how i am. One day i can't live without chocolate, next day chocolate is forgotten and nuts are on my mind and in heart!Lol). I love allll kinds of nuts. But my fav ones are Indian nuts. I think all nuts are the best if they are roasted. My mom just roasted all kind of different nuts in the oven. Delicious! <3
Love isn't a big thing, it's a million little things.
I had a lovely weekend with J. It was so good to just be and do nothing. I could get used to it!
I went to an art museum with Liis on Friday. It was quite interesting there. We are sure now that few centuries ago painters either didn't see the difference between a man and a woman, were blind or just didn't know how to put the differences of a man and a women into art. And all women looked the same too. Interesting!
After the visit to the museum, i went to J's work office. He had to work a bit time and then we went to have a late lunch. We planned to go home by 7:20pm train, but we managed to miss it, so we ended up arriving at 10:30pm (it happens awfully lot lately).
On a train. I'm lovin' the lollipop J gave me :D
Thankfully we had no plans for Saturday (except Lizanna's 7th Pink Birthday!). J bought a pink shirt extra for that occasion! I was wearing my fav hot pink heels, black leggings (my current fav ones from Zara) and pink shirt. Birthday was fun:) J bought me my fav flowers - tulips. He said that it's Lizanna's birthday, but his Princess deserves flowers too. He's such a sweetheart! He and his big heart! Love him <3
Little things make my day shine!
Yesterday (Sunday) was nice too. I went to Tallinn with J and dad by car. Dad went to Finland, so the car stayed with me. J and i had a lunch at Lido and then we went to the movies to watch Just Go With It. Gosh, it was such a funny movie. I seriously haven't laughed so much for a long time. It was just really cute and hilarious :D
After the movie i drove back home. J had to stay in Tallinn coz he met up with his friend, did a little work stuff, went to bed and had to go to work very ealry this morning. I hope he can rest when he comes back tonight!:) Whenever he's away i miss him so much! It's just crazy. I love when he's with me. Even if he's in the other room watching tv or working while im doing my uni stuff. It's just such a great feeling knowing he's so near and i can just see his face and hear is voice whenever i want to!
"I may not hear every word you speak, but the sound of your voice is music to my ears."
S.
I went to an art museum with Liis on Friday. It was quite interesting there. We are sure now that few centuries ago painters either didn't see the difference between a man and a woman, were blind or just didn't know how to put the differences of a man and a women into art. And all women looked the same too. Interesting!
After the visit to the museum, i went to J's work office. He had to work a bit time and then we went to have a late lunch. We planned to go home by 7:20pm train, but we managed to miss it, so we ended up arriving at 10:30pm (it happens awfully lot lately).
On a train. I'm lovin' the lollipop J gave me :D
Thankfully we had no plans for Saturday (except Lizanna's 7th Pink Birthday!). J bought a pink shirt extra for that occasion! I was wearing my fav hot pink heels, black leggings (my current fav ones from Zara) and pink shirt. Birthday was fun:) J bought me my fav flowers - tulips. He said that it's Lizanna's birthday, but his Princess deserves flowers too. He's such a sweetheart! He and his big heart! Love him <3
Little things make my day shine!
Yesterday (Sunday) was nice too. I went to Tallinn with J and dad by car. Dad went to Finland, so the car stayed with me. J and i had a lunch at Lido and then we went to the movies to watch Just Go With It. Gosh, it was such a funny movie. I seriously haven't laughed so much for a long time. It was just really cute and hilarious :D
After the movie i drove back home. J had to stay in Tallinn coz he met up with his friend, did a little work stuff, went to bed and had to go to work very ealry this morning. I hope he can rest when he comes back tonight!:) Whenever he's away i miss him so much! It's just crazy. I love when he's with me. Even if he's in the other room watching tv or working while im doing my uni stuff. It's just such a great feeling knowing he's so near and i can just see his face and hear is voice whenever i want to!
"I may not hear every word you speak, but the sound of your voice is music to my ears."
S.
Friday, February 18, 2011
buenos dias!
:) Oh, what a wonderful day! Sun is shining and i am happy. J is here, sleeping like a teddy-bear!
I slept in today morning so i'll go to Tallinn with the next train. I'm going to visit an art museum with Liis. Then i will spend the rest of the day with my J-handsome :)
You know what? I can't wait till the spring has arrived. I want to wear my converse, my new jacket..I am sick of the coldness, ice, coats, scarfs and gloves. I want to see my fav green spring grass! Thankfully i can already hear beautiful birds singing outside and sun is shining..but the snow seems not to melt so soon.
Right now i would like to drive a car through Europe. I truly hope one day i can do that! With J :)
I slept in today morning so i'll go to Tallinn with the next train. I'm going to visit an art museum with Liis. Then i will spend the rest of the day with my J-handsome :)
You know what? I can't wait till the spring has arrived. I want to wear my converse, my new jacket..I am sick of the coldness, ice, coats, scarfs and gloves. I want to see my fav green spring grass! Thankfully i can already hear beautiful birds singing outside and sun is shining..but the snow seems not to melt so soon.
Right now i would like to drive a car through Europe. I truly hope one day i can do that! With J :)
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