There are times...

I had a writing mood. So, i wrote a song called There Are Times. I wrote it in 30 minutes so don't be too harsh!

There are times when we just look at each other
we dont need words to bother
Our eyes can speak all we need
we just have to look and read.
There are times when you laugh
while you discover my other half
i hide my face and close my eyes
you kiss my lips by surprise.

(chorus)
And if the time passes by
i wish you could still be my guy
life can be a climb
we'll get thought it at a time
and if a clock does tick-tack
we know we cant go back
but as long as nothing has changed
and our life is arranged
we can speak without our lips
and i dont need to move my hips
i know you like me as i am
it's what only you can.
(end of chorus)


There are times we cry together
you make me feel better.
I need you to see through me
always stay and always be
the guy who dries my tears
and helps me to fight with my fears.
There are times im awake all night
but you won't turn off the light
coz you know what i need
im an open book for you to read.

(chorus)
And if the time passes by
i wish you could still be my guy
life can be a climb
we'll get thought it at a time
and if a clock does tick-tack
we know we cant go back
but as long as nothing has changed
and our life is arranged
we can speak without our lips
and i dont need to move my hips
i know you like me as i am
it's what only you can..
(end of chorus)

(bridge)
We share the prime hours
and share the showers
you make it feel so right
every day and night.
(end of bridge)

(ending)
In our lives these are times
with or without the climbs
there are times we know
happily ever after wont accept "no"

the time of our lives <3

Whoop! Miley Cyrus's EP comes out today!It's called The Time Of Our Lives! Sadly it got leaked in youtube.. but the people who love her and her music and who want to support her will still buy her EP! If it comes out here im deffo gonna buy!
Well, yesterday i listened to her new EP songs whole day long! These are reallllllly amazing!<3333
I don't know how she can write such a great songs, but she just CAN! She's so amazing!=D
My favs are:

"Obsessed"
"When i look at you"
"Time of our lives"

<333 You gotta buy her EP and u wont regret!I promise!=] She's so much mature. Well her Breakout album showed that already! She's not "the" Hannah Montana. She's Miley Cyrus!


Anyway, now a little bit other talk.
1st- tomorrow is going to be my first day in university. Wish me luck! I hopeveerything goes great!=]
2nd- i talked to my best friends super cute cousin Raul yesterday abt 3 hours. He's so fun and cool!
3rd- Elise is going to DK in 2 days :( We are going out today. I'm gonna miss my chica! D=
4th- THE TIME OF OUR LIVES <333333333

i feel like an american girl

Last 7 days were crazy awesome! My friend Jake from USA came to Estonia. Whoa!It was a BIG thing for him. American in Europe!:D Well, we stayed in the hotel in Old Town of Tallinn. We looked around the city, shopped, went to the museums, churches and national library. Of course we had dinners in the restaurants and so on. One day we also came to my home town. We had a nice time here too. Last night we had so much fun. We just joked around. I seriously couldnt stop laughing. He kinda reminded me a bit of Mr. Bean :D hahahaha!

Well, now im back at home and he's back in USA.
I went shopping yesterday&also today. Got some new clothes. University starts on up coming tuesday!I'm so excited!=] I really hope everything goes great!

I bought a present for my friend Elisa. And a bit time ago i was filming a video for her. I need to burn a CD for her with the pix i took in Tallinn & the video i filmed today. Then the package is ready to go to Mexico. I love sending packages to my besty!She really IS the BEST friend ever! I can talk about EVERYTHING with her. How i wish she lived here or i lived there. We need to have sleepovers and have a night long talks about guys, go shopping and so so much more! Well, all we can hope is that one day we will meet. And now only once, but a LOT of times :):D It's my biggest wish!=]

Oh, Jake got me super awesome book from the states. It's called 13 reasons why. I think i have mentioned this book b4 in another blog. Well,it was a huge surprise for me to get it. I have read abt 60 pages and i LOVE that book!!!!!!!

After this blog i will burn a vid for Elisa and then i wanna keep reading!:D

Uni-start count down: 3 days left!

Poem for Demi!

Well, i know its not Demi's birthday yet.But i already wrote her a birthday poem. And i decided to post it here.
Her real birthday is on 20th August!She's turning 17! =]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEMI!<3

It's not another day
that's just okay.
We celebrate a birth
that means us the whole Earth!
A very special girl
who's more than a pretty pear
today, 17 years ago
knew it was her time, so
she saw a shiny light
and the timing was right
She came to the world
to change what she had heard
needed a hand
to touch all those lands
She's always been strong
and everybody who gets along
says she's unique, one of a kind.
God sent her here, she's his sign
She's here to make a change
to take out the sun when it rains
She shares the gift we all love
peacedemilove is like a dove
she brings us peace and happiness
and her songs take away all the stress
I dont know if Demi knows
what's the power she owns
But for us it means everything
she gives us hope when she sings
Her voice is angel-like
and i know there's even more she can strike
Besides her voice and acting skills
there's a virtue that helps her move the hills
Demi has a big heart
that helps her to make an art
but she also is amazing friend
with who everybody wants to befriend
she opens her heart
and its like a new start
of something new
something very pure!
So lucky i feel today
that i can honestly say
without Demi i wouldnt be
who i am and what i see
You opened my eyes and made me believe
best music and friends never leave
Now you are 17 year old girl
in the ocean the most special pear!

Happy Birthday Demm!

Drowning alone..

I wrote another song called "Drowning alone"

It seems that I'm drowning alone
I don't know who's waitin' me home.
I too long was lost in your eyes
Now it's time to say goodbye.
I need to turn around
and forget what i once found..
I'll move on, get over it
even though it still hurts a bit.

(chorus)
I gave you my heart,
you had my sole
You messed with our love-art
and left me alone to the hole.
I hate what you did,
you're immature, a KID!
I won't be that insane
to suffer from all this pain.
I'll throw you out of my head
and go to the bed.
Next morning you're all alone
And I don't care if you moan and groan.
You deserve all of this
now you know what you miss..
(end chorus)

It seems you are clowning alone
A mask is all you own
I won't let you to grip my hand
Coz I'm finally free
Our names written on a beach sand
are drowning in the sea (are forgotten to the sea)
There's nothing that could keep us together
There's no help from a regret/love letter
I'll forget who you once were
coz you'll never be that guy, not even near..

(chorus)
I gave you my heart,
you had my sole
You messed with our love-art
and left me alone to the hole.
I hate what you did,
you're immature, a KID!
I won't be that insane
to suffer from all this pain.
I'll throw you out of my head
and go to the bed.
Next morning you're all alone
And I don't care if you moan and groan.
You deserve all of this
now you know what you miss..
(chorus)

(bridge)
Still sometimes I think of you
I still feel that warm wind that blew.
Could it be like yesterday
when everything was okay?!
But these are thoughts that come and go
Reality is what counts, so..

I'm not that blinded girl who got burned,
who believed every word you said
You are fake, that's what i have learned
For now on, for me, you are dead!
(end bridge)

Next morning you're all alone
And I don't care if you moan and groan.
You deserve all of this
now you know what you miss..

I'm not drowning at all
who's drowning is you,i'll let you bawl..

Rainy Tuesday :P

Oh, it has been raining for so long already..don't even remember when it started.
Well, on Saturday it was sunny coz it was my sister's birthday party & of course she ordered a nice weather!Lol.
But ever since her birthday party has been raining. So, mom&i have been at home most of the time.On Sunday i read a book & mom read a book. And when she had finished with it she gave it to me. And so i read it too. It was so damn good!Funny&interesting. So, i read about 5 hours and then i finished. Later we watched World Championship in Athletics. It's fun to watch and cheer if our fav wins. We watched it yesterday too and are gonna watch today also!Fun, fun, fun!:D
As i said it's still raining. Yesterday we went to the library to get some new books&then went to granny's. Later mom&i just read&drank tea&watched World C in Athletics.
Oh, and a woman from the bank called me and asked if i wanna get a new Student card called Euro<26. She was like my mind-reader coz i just planned to go to get one. And WHAT A SURPRISE!!She told that it's also a credit card!YAY!Finally i can order stuff from usa online shops. Most of them accept credit cards like MasterCard or VISA or wtever. But i only have had VISA Electronics. Well, but now i will get the card that is accepted in USA & in many other countries too!:D


Ohh!!Yesterday one woman called me and asked me if she could ask some questions about banks and stuff.She asked like soooo many questions. It's some kind of research or sth..Anyway, what annoyed me the most was that she had a STRONG russian accent. And i hardly understood what she was saying. Try to imagine being on the phone 15 minutes talking with someone i hardly understand. My every third sentence was: Sorry, i didnt hear...or Sorry, i didnt understand..or Sorry, could you repeat. UHH!

Anyway, last couple of days i really needed on miracle. And i was almost loosing my faith. And if i woke up yesterday and understood my miracle still wasnt happened i was so hopeless. But like 5 min later the miracle happened!What a surprise.It made me super happy!And yesterday night i thought about it. And it was weird to think that like 15 hours back everything was so hopeless..
Well, and then i suddenly had a writing mood and i wrote a little poem about that day..

Today all my hopes seemed crashing down again
For how long had i prayed for the change..
I woke up and saw again
God hadn't heard my prayers, it's just another day

I stood up and looked to the rainy sky
It was clear with sun shining high
And i asked why
coz so much time had already passed by..

It took me by surprise
when 5 minutes later it was like "hello, goodbye"
My bad day got a new start
coz i knew God loved me with his whole heart
He made my wish come true
It was a change,my day, all new.

And now it's not another day
though it feels yet so far away
when i woke up my hopes high
and so soon i realized it was a lie
But God was with me
like i know he'll always be

That morning all my dreams seemed crashing down again
i was blue and hopeless until when
God showed me it could be sunny even though it rains
it was gone, all this pain
God had heard me and made it change...





* * *


And today morning i wrote a little song..its quite short..

I dont care how we met
coz you feel so far away, yet
Im addicted to you
But i need someone else, someone new..
You betrayed me like you didnt care
and still promised to be near.
I dont want nor do i need
you to be here,show up and leave.
WE are past
only memories last.
I dont know about love and hate
All i know is there's no reason to wait.
What's past is past
You gave me up too fast.
So suffer and cry
It really is the last goodbye!


* * *

So,that's it. I know i suck at writing..Especially in english. But sometimes i just have writing mood and so i write. It's my blog and i can post here everything..even my awful poems and stuff..haha Feels good though. Well, i have written some more songs and poems actually. Maybe i will post them soon too..when i have mood:P

I'm going to drink a cup of tea & i will read a book.

PS!It's still raining :P

crazyyy days =D

First of all, quite much has happened lately.
I spend my whole weekend with Laura. It was fun. On Sunday we made hot bananas at my place. We ate them with vanilla ice-cream. It was DELICIOUS!=)

On Monday my lil sis went to dancing camp. It means: freedom till Friday evening!(my parents are in Finland:P)
So, on Monday i was just lazy. I made a rly good lunch, btw!It's a Spanish recipe. Well, later, abt 8:30 pm my friend Elise came over. We had a sleepover and planned to have a horror movie marathon. We wanted to watch 7 horror movies& comment them. Well, we kinda ended up watching one and an half movie. LOL We uploaded a video to youtube too(we filmed the whole night!). The creepiest thing wasnt the horror movie The Strangers, but the creepy uninvited visiters we had(watch the vid, then u know what im talking about:P lol).










It was a fun night. We had a lot of fun. Elise pretended a snoring at night and suddenly we talked about Robert Pattinson...

Elise: Would you like Rob if he snored?
Sandra: Of course! I like him whatever he does.
Elise: hahahaha:)
Sandra: his snoring is like a lullaby!=D
Elise: hilarious:D lol Sandra's lullaby! hahahahahhhhaaaa:D
Sandra: hahahahahhhhaaaa :D

we kept laughing sooo long :D

In the morning Taylor Swift woke me up with her "Breathe". I let my pets out and gave them some food. & back to the bed!=)

Elise left abt 1 pm. After that i was just on the net, i watched Make It Or Break It & read Seventeen magazine.
Later i chated with my parents on the skype and then i was on msn&myspace.
AGAINNN Demm made my day!&Coderz!=]
I read Miley's bulletins. Aww. She's so cute!

PS! I watched TCA 2009 today! It was AMAZING! I liked the most Miley's performence. Her new song Party In The USA is so awesome <3




Oh, and Disney Music Project has a new song called Send It On. It has a great message!! Miles, Demm, Sel and JB are singing it! The official video will come out on 14th Aug. Can't wait :D

PSS! I'm totally addicted to raspberry smoothies. I drink these all the time!=)=D

I got Twist magazine today.New posters. yay! and new gossip. One thing sucks..some news are old. Like Miley dating Nick. NAH! The broke up,again. And also the news abt Demi&Trace. There's nth between them,anymore. But i understand that the stories just got ready earlier and then uhh things changed. Life can change so quickly. LOL

'Kay. That's it i guess. All the updates. I'm going to read a book called "Minu Island"(My Iceland). Recently i read My Argentina which was rly cool. I also read My Paris!And My Spain. Awesome books!=D

Laughter is an instant vacation!

OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!
I haven't laughed like that for years!
Well i was on msn and my guy friend told he's gonna cut his hair soon. And i wanted to do a joke. And i told im gonna get a new haircut too. And i sent him two pix of the haircuts. I have long hair so i guess it was shock for him. But i wanted to see what he's gonna tell. Well the pix i sent are here:






And then he wrote: the second one is REALLY short but they are both really nice but i like the first one haha but which ever one you choose will be good on you but i like your long hair.


I said: I will choose the second one. I like shorter more! (LOL)

He said: lol nice haha when are you going to get it cut?

LOL!!:D Then i said i was just kidding. I would never want so short hair. I like my long hair.
And he said: Thank godness haha

He said it was a harsh joke. It's true. LOL But it made me laugh. And believe it or not but i laughed like sooooooooo long. I couldnt even breath. I just laughed and laughed till my stomach hurt but i still couldnt stop!!!
That reminded me of the nights when i was younger and i was sharing my room with my older sis. We laughed like that all the time at nights. Just for no reason. We talked and suddenly we started laughing and we just COULDN'T stop!It was hilarious!!!! :D


"Laughter is the shortest distance between two people."

so far, so great

BAM! Work's out and summer is in!yay!
I cleaned my room yesterday 4 HOURS :S and at the same time i had runny nose so it was a bummer. Rly annoying. I'm allergic to dust. But now the room is so clean and it's rly good!I like it. Summer is totallllly IN! Yesterday i went out with my friend Sigrid. We catched up with all the latest! So many newsss!! And today Elise and i made muffins and just joked around, filmed and blah blah blah. Did so much! lol And later we went to Sille's place to say her last goodbye before her trip:P

Anyway, i have been listening to Demi's album like thousand times already!And geeeez!I love every single song!It's amazing!

Oh another thing. My friend Teddy is so damn desperate coz Miley stopped talking to him. Poor guy! He misses her friend.
Right now im trying to eat carrot, but my dog wants too so it's impossible to eat it without her seeing it. Uhh, i guess i gotta share it. LOL

Wow!It's so random blog. Just like the weather today. It rained, was sunny again. Rained again, and then sunny again. And so on..so so many times today. But i kinda like it :):)

Anywho. My one of the fav song from Demi's new album is "Gift of a friend". I really like the lyrics. I will paste them here! And the video too!=]



Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself
Cause a dream is a wish that you make all alone
It's easy to feel like you don't need help
But it's harder to walk on your own

You'll change inside
When you realize

[Chorus:]
The world comes to life
And everythings bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend
By your side
That helps you to find
The beauty you are, when you open your heart
And believe in
The Gift of a Friend

The Gift of a Friend...

Someone who knows when your lost,
And your scared
There through the highs and lows
Someone to count on, someone who cares
Beside you wherever you go

You'll change inside
When you realize

[Chorus:]
The world comes to life
And everythings bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend
By your side
That helps you to find
The beauty you are, when you open your heart
And believe in
The Gift of a Friend...

And when your hope crashes down
Shattering to the ground
You, you feel all alone
When you don't know which way to go
And there's no signs leading you home
You're not alone

[Chorus:]
The world comes to life
And everythings bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend
By your side
That helps you to find
The beauty you are, when you open your heart!
And believe in
When you believe in!
When you believe in!
When you believe in...