:(

Whenever i am happy, it doesn't last. J just told me he has to go to Finland today:/ So much about seeing him. I basically saw him only last night and today morning. He'll come back tomorrow, but so late that i still can't see him. And on Wednesday he works again. When will i ever get to actually BE with him??? It makes me so sad :( I know it's not his fault and i am not blaming him. Not at all. But i just hate this situation. But i gotta be strong. I better concentrate on my studies and wait for him, again... Hopefully i can see and be with him soon again :) Love him with the bottom of my heart!

I gotta remember that: