good vs bad

Okay. Should i start with things that make me feel good or bad?
I think good first.
It's rainbow outside. I like it. haha.
I got Miley's new CD&DVD combo. Gosh, i had been waiting for it so long. And now i finally have it! Im super happy! I also got 4 tank tops & the best cookies ever. Girls shout peanut butter sandwich cookies are officially my fav now!
Thanks uncle Scott!:)

Now bad things.
Im still feeling so crappy. At day time im too busy and tho i feel so bad, its not THAT bad. But when i come home then ugh it starts..i start sweating and my runny nose and coughing gets worse. And im so sick of it. And in the bottom of it all, i have had random nose bleeding twice in last two days. Im on the net and BAM my nose starts bleeding. WTF?!
And im sick of it all:/ I want to feel healthy again and enjoy the superr warm weather! But nooo, i cant! :/

And secondly im messing with the camp pix.. and ugh, laptop makes me feel worser coz its so hot here..
I need to stop and rest unless i want my sickness continue.

Nighty night.

Xo.

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Quick blog to say im feeling crap. I hate having cold in the summer. Especially when it's that hot. :/
Im so tired, sooo tired. All day long. And when i come to the net, i get headache. Ugh.
So, i guess i won't spend much time on the net until i get totally well again.
Im gonna lay on my bed for about an hour and then i'll watch a spanish soap[Mar De Amor].

Oh, it's thundering outside. I like it<3

Children!

Today was the 1st day of my mom's children camp. It's a camp mixed with playing, creative games and artwork, and also environment studies(through games of course!). It was really fun. There are 17 children, aged between 3-6. So, you can imagine how much handling it was. But i really enjoyed it. Besides helping with everything, i was also a photographer;)
It was such a hot day. And since i had got cold, i felt such a crap. :/ So, when i came home i didnt feel like being outside anymore..Instead, i watched Gray's Anatomy with my sis. We watched the first episode of season 6. I know im still behind, but i wanna watch all the episodes and not miss one, so it takes a bit time to get one track. And im not in an hurry!=)
It's just so crazy how hot it is. I just had to say it. Im breathing, but seems like im not:| All i want is ice cold water. All the time! And so i drink and drink and drink..and still drink :/
Dont get me wrong, i LOVE sun! I aslo like snowy winter, but right now i totally enjoy summer! But too much sun is just a bit tiring. I know that if i wasnt sick, then i would enjoy today just like i've enjoyed every other the same hot day we have had here!=)
Anywho, yesterday i went out with Elise. It was so nice to see her for over such a long time. We had fun to walk around and catch up with everything!
After i came home, i texed Elisa and told i was online. So we talked on msn[video call!]. Gosh, i'd missed her beautiful face and sweet voice so much! I was super happy to talk to her last night. I think we talked over 3 hours. It was so fun. I was a bit crazy tho, she can tell. But it was becoz i was so happy to talk to my besty! it's not a crime. lol. I'll behave next time, i promise!=)
Oh, and another thing that made me happy yesterday was that Ruby finally made a twitter account! Now i can read what she's doing and just tweet her. We arent online at the same time so often, so thanks to twitter i can be more aware what she's been up to :)

Okiedokie. I'll just stop writing. Haha. Im gonna keep talking to my friend Joshua:P
Xo.

=]

Okay, a little bit of my doings.
Yesterday was super super great! It was so hot and so i went to Pärnu beach with my parents&sis. The sea water was sooo warm and the waves were awesome! Since my sis can swim now and isnt that scared of water anymore, we spent hours in the sea! Lovedd it<3
We left from the beach abt 6pm[which means we were there abt 6 hrs!=D]..We went to have a dinner and then car ride to home[it's 1,5 hrs]. Anyway, on my way home, i texted to Elisa. I was bored, and i talked to her till i arrived home(: We decided to talk on skype today. It's been quite long till i last talked to her on skype:P
I went to Tallinn with my parents and sis today coz it was soo hot outside and i didnt feel like sunbathing in the garden. So, i went food shopping with them. Mom's children camp will start tomorrow, so she had a lot of things she needed to buy. Oh, and dad bought me the yummiest cookies ever! Loveee them<3
We also took dad to the harbor coz he went back to Finland. He's two weeks holiday is over.

Now im back at home. Im going to have lunch, and then i'll go to the garden, sunbath a bit and just be in the pool.
And im waiting for Elise's call coz we'll go out! yay! I'm sooo happy to see her! She's been back in Estonia for few days already and i havent had chance to see her yet. Today i'll change. Missed her so much!
And after that i'll talk to Elisa on the skype. Perfect evening!=)

PS! On our way to Pärnu yesterday, there was a car accident in front of us in a highway. So scary!

The Notebook

"I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough.."

*cough cough*

The other day i was talking to my sis and i wondered how some people could have got cold and have a runny nose in the summer when its hot. How's that possible?!
And like a curse next morning i woke up with sore throat! Of course i didn't mean it was something serious. I just drank hot tea and i hoped it'll go away. Next morning i woke up with no voice:/ That totally sucked! But after trying to talk and talk, it kinda came back..tho it hurt to talk very long.
But last night i was coughing and it was hard to breath and swallow. In the morning i had NO voice. It felt horrible.
So, i admit. It IS possible to get a cold when its hot hot summer. :|
If tomorrow's hot we'll go to Pärnu, to the beach. I hope my cold has gone by tomorrow. I gotta drink some more cups of hot tea and took some medicine=P

excited!

So So So So excited for my sister's bachelorette party! shhh! She doesnt know much about it;) But i know everything about it. And it's gonna be super fun day!=)
Well, last few months weddings have been in our all heads. My sister is planning her weddings and so we heard about it all the time.
Since we are all talking and thinking about it, im thinking of how i would like my weddings to be one day. So i decided to put some pix here that will sum up some of my wedding plans. haha=D


*two my fav wedding dresses

*"When i look at you" will be perfect music for me and my husband's dance(:



*Two perfect wedding cakes


*Amazing manor for a celebration after the wedding


*Great entrance to the church by limo ;)


Im always a big dreamer. I want big church wedding with perfect celebration with all the ppl i love. I want to remember that day forever. I want it to be perfect! As you can see i want fairytale weddings. I have no idea if it'll ever come true tho. But i love to dream!=)

quick.

haha! I went downstairs and dad told me to boil potatoes. I told mom already asked me to hoover the living room. I told him to boil potatoes by himself. He said: nah, well, let's eat out then.
I call it LAZINESS! How can u be that lazy?! Well, i know its holiday. But on Monday you go back to work, daddy!
Oh, i was hoovering with our new Hoover and omg it was SO strong it almost ate all the living room's curtain :/

Here's a yummie pic i took last night of some of the strawberries(:

1st July!

I think i can finally write what i have been pumped to write about, but i couldnt just coz a certain person could have read it. And that would have ruin the surprise!
So, today is Jaana's 20th birthday. The other day her cousin and his friend called me and told about their idea. They were filming a video for Jaana and they wanted some Jaana's friends in it too. Yesterday they came to my place and filmed me. Gosh, it was a really random video. And they were acting funny. I seriously cant wait to see that video!haha. And Jaana will be really surprised coz the other day she told me on msn that his cousin is gonna plan something..and she asked if i knew anything about it. But im such a great actor[LOL] and i pretended i knew NOTHING about it. She totally bought this lie =]
FUN!

Anywho, now a little bit more about yesterday. It was 28C degrees and so i spent my whole day in the garden[again!]. I sunbathed and were on the small pool we have up in the garden. It's so good to cool down there coz it's quite hot.
Me and my sis were home alone. It was fun! I made pancakes in the garden[it took TWO hrs:/]. But the final result was yummie. We ate them with fresh raspberry and strawberry jam. YUMMIE!
My parents came home around 9ish pm. Well, they didnt come with empty hands. Oh, hell, no they didnt! They came with 20kgs of strawberrrrrries. I was in heaven!
Oh, I was in heaven becoz of one another thing too. I realized it was already 30th June yesterday, which meant the new season of Make It Or Break It was out. So, i watched the new episode. It was so damn good! See, little things like these make me happy=)

Today i woke up with NO voice. Yesterday i had sore throat, today i woke up and BAM, my voice's gone. Not funny!
But i was brave and tried to sing and talk. It hurt tho:/ After a while talking to myself in my room i decided to go downstairs to eat. You can guess what i had for breakfast? LOL. Strawberries. =D
And then i watched Grey's Anatomy. Its my absolutely fav show. Actually today's episode was the scarest! It'll be continoued tomorrow. Cannot wait=)

I just came back from library a bit time ago. This librarian there was so nice:) I borrowed another book from my very fav books series "Minu ...". This time i got "Minu Kolmubia"[My Columbia]. They are going to let me know when another book from that series will be brought back by its borrower. Then i can go and borrow it(:
Well, im off to Tallinn with my parents soon. We will go to the pets hospital with our cat Muffin and then we'll go to grannys. We are gonna give her a box of strawberries coz we have them just SO much. =P

Today when i was making a raspberry/strawberry smoothie mix i told mom that if Sharon comes here then we are gonna make loads of smoothies=) Mom asked when she was coming, and i told SOON! That's what i really want and hope for. Mom said: cool! =) haha.
Omg, i joked with dad yesterday. I told him i had told Sharon that if she comes here then my dad will be brilliant in English. Dad freaked out. hahahahahha=D
Oh, and i just remembered i saw Sharon in my dreams last night ;) It was probs coz after this joke with dad i went to bed and i was thinking of all the good times i've spent with my amaaazinng friend, Sharon! And btw, i was listening to my iPod last night..Really loud. You can only guess once what album i was listening to. Or what artist. haha <3>

'cause

I've been told at least a thousand times, it's not worth the struggle, the hurt or the trouble..