The weekend with Jay was so wonderful. Really special and fun. But now he's back in Finland and I feel so empty. Well, actually I feel just lonely and I wish he was here. Or i was there with him. I feel like every time we are apart he has a big piece of my heart with him and I can't function normally without him next to me. He's my life! But inside I know that I am so lucky to have him and I am truly happy that I have so amazing man who loves me just the way I love him. Although we must be apart because of his work a lot, every second we are together is so special! I love my Prince with the bottom of my heart! Now and forever!